it's been a while

Hello, guys!!

I haven't posted in ages. Been busy with my life. I'm currently working as a BPO employee near my place. Been through a medical operation and heartache; now, I'm happily single!! :D

I'm still a kpop and jpop fan!! During my off-days, I watch mostly jdramas or catching up with my fave kpop/jpop group. I'm not into overrated groups, I prefer ones who needed me the most. :) Since I'm always watching jdramas, there are lots of young ikemen (handsome) actors that I've been following.. hehe.

Life was never easy on me but it's an eye-opener for me, all of those experiences. I'll just enjoy every single day the Lord is giving me.

As I write this, we are on lockdown because of COVID-19. We started working from home on March 17 due to this pandemic. We can only buy food and other necessities every Wednesday and Saturday between 5am to 12noon only. Hoping that we can get over this and start working and living like how we used to be. I still thank the Lord that our work didn't get suspended or something.

The Lord is giving us a kick (realization) on what we've been doing with our lives. We've been reckless and we keep on forgetting Him and I am guilty of that. Praying this pandemic will end soon.

#StaySafe
#COVID19begone
#LetsturnbacktoHIM

[excerpt] housewife: bad or good decision?

this story is so like mine. i wish, he can read this T_________T

may 1 kaming anak, pero may mga nagawa naman (hindi ko masabing marami dahil ibang level ito ng sacrifice or something =.=) ako para sa anak namin siguro naman, hindi mali ang desisyon kong maging housewife/hands-on mom.

ngayong lumalaki na anak namin, nagkaka-idea na sya kung pano ang may kapatid.. na yun ang wala (pa) sya. gustuhin ko mang bigyan sya, mukhang hindi na kakayanin ng asawa ko financially. ayaw naman nya kasing mag-abroad.. ewan ko ba?

ayaw kong pag-usapan namin ito dahil in the end it'll boils down to me.. ako na naman ang may kasalanan. i admit, before parang ayaw ko ng bigyan ng kapatid ang anak namin pero ngayon.. mukhang gusto nya talaga at para hindi naman sya malungkot pagtanda nya di ba.

sorry, blogger

i'm now blogging more on wordpress coz at least there i can post my rants and have it password protected unlike here everything is 'public.' but i won't be deleting this.. maybe i'll update this with good stuff only. >_>

buntong hiningang pagkalalim-lalim!!!!

magrarant lang ako dito.. wala naman kasi akong mapaglalabasan ng sama ng loob kundi dito lang.. at least dito walang manunumbat sa akin!! >_<

1) ang galing nyang isisi sa akin na kesho mali raw ang style ko sa pagtututor eh sya nga hindi nya matutoran yung anak nya ng hindi sila nag-aaway.. sus!!

2) wala syang pakialam kung anong sira sa bahay, kung hindi mo pa sasabihang palitan ito o sira ito.. saka lang nya gagalawin/gagawin kaya nahihiya ako kina mama na laging sila nagpapa-ayos.

3) nagrereklamo syang mababa magpresyo si ate sa pina-garage sale ko.. panay ang sabi nya, ako na lang magga-garage sale.. hindi naman nya ginagawa

hindi ako magaling sa pagbenta-benta eh, kaya hindi mo ako maaasahan dun.. kaya nga pinabenta ko kay ate di ba!!! hay!!!


hanggang dito na lang muna at baka may masabi pa akong pagsisisihan ko!!! >_<

whattodo? -__-

talked with her teacher last Friday. huling-huli ko pa na inis na inis na si teacher kay ineng. ineng was crying kasi she can't finish her science quiz. i also got the chance to talk to t.yrish, she informed me about the incident where ineng splashed herself w/ her water bottle.

ewan ko ha, just by looking at her teacher, parang inis na inis na sya sa 'kalagayan' ni ineng. well, hindi ko naman sya masisisi kasi kung ako nga na nanay eh minsan bumibigat kalooban ko kapag medyo inaartehan nya ako kapag nag-aaral kami. T____T

teacher said, she's doing good naman daw in oral, the problems are - ang bagal magsulat at umiiyak na lang kapag nafu-frustrate or kapag nakikita nyang naiiwan sya.

hubby said, ipacheck ko na rin yung eyes nya baka malabo.. well, may history kasi eh.

ito na yung sinasabi sa amin ng dev-ped nya, na baka kapag nag-elem sya dun talaga namin makikita yung hirap nya sa pagcope sa bigger challenge sa kanya.

gustung-gusto ko na syang hanapan ng tutor pero kelangan pa muna naming magtipid ng konti.. 1 lang kasi kumikita sa amin.

try ko na nga yung mga voice encoding home-based job. =.=#

7-year itch??

 i asked him this.. what if, she wasn't there during 'that time,' kami pa rin kaya? he said 'no' & i asked, 'why?' away na raw kami ng away nun. sana pala ganun nga yung nangyari noon para at least i'm not feeling like this lately >_<

lagi na akong naiinis lately.. ewan ko ba?!! =.=

fine, it's my fault!!!

her homeroom teacher called & told me all of what's happening to her these past 2 weeks. she's been doing good but sometimes she has some difficulties on some stuff.

i just told him what her teacher & i had talked about, but in the end.. ako ang lumabas na mali. *sigh*

T__________________T

sobrang worried ako T__T

last year, my Ineng had a tutor coz she had a hard time coping up with her math subject. Montessori school has an advance curriculum, during prep level they already have multiplication table, etc.

now, that my daughter is in Grade 1, whole day na sya sa school. ngayon pa nga lang pong 2nd day medyo mangiyak-ngiyak na sya. she cannot write fast daw and she can't finish copying what's on the board, patay tyo. sa totoo lang, i'm so nervous for her.. sana kayanin nya ito. ang bagal pa naman nyang magsulat. tapos, she even complained na yung mga servicemates daw nya eh hindi sya kinakausap. need to talk to her always..

sinabihan naman na kami ng kayang Developmental Pediatrician, na baka magkaproblem kami sa pagcope nya sa mga new lessons at yung pagiging fast paced ng lessons plus school activities.

i'm also torn, thinking kung magwowork na ba ulit ako para tumulong kay Roel para may pang tutor sya plus pang-school expenses or i'm just gonna be here for her. nabe-baby ko pa ba sya??

*worried*