batchmates

last night, i saw this two HS batchmate, the other girl is the first one who greeted me... she said, "uy, kilala ko to ha.. eto na ba anak mo?"... sensing from her tone that she can't remember my name... it's okay.. basta sya nakikilala ko pa. but the other girl as if umiiwas ng tingin sa akin... i don't know... as far as i can remember, wala naman akong atraso sa kanya or anything. when we're out waiting for my hubby, dumaan si second girl... tinitignan ko sya... wala, malayo ang tingin. duh..

before, i saw the second girl when we were at this bank... nagkatinginan kami, so i smiled at her pero deadma... sabagay, hindi naman sya ganun ka-importante sa HS life ko... pero ang mangdeadma talaga na kahit alam mong ka-batchmate mo, kahit man lang ngitian ka, wala.

and there's this one batchmate pa na everytime i leave her a pm on her ym... deadma sya... never pang nagreply... pero ina-accept nya yung invitation ko sa friendster and ym nga. this girl eh alam kong medyo may sama ng loob sa akin... pero God, isang dekada na ang lumipas hindi pa ba ako napapatawad kung anuman yon at hindi naman ganun kalaki atraso ko sa kanya noh. to think na ako na ang unang nagri-reach out nagmamatigas pa sya. buti pa mommy nya... kinakausap at binabati pa ako kapag nakikita ko sa labasan. hay, ewan ko ba sa kanya...

sabagay, you can't expect everyone to be nice to you.. at batiin ka pa..

nakakapagtaka lang...